Maybe the reason none of us have the life we pictured is because this life doesn’t belong to us. We are not meant to please ourselves with our being. Our lives serve a higher purpose.
Maybe it is for the best that sometimes things happen differently than the way we intended them to.
Maybe it would be boring to always achieve what we want. There would be no thrill, no source of inspiration, no purpose.
Maybe it will be ok in the end.
Today, this is how I feel.